Almost everyone had knew my name, but only 'my name' not my life.
I'm not clever student, i'm not the smartest student on my class, i'm not really dilligent, but i'm an ambitious to reach my dream to be public speaker or writer. I really love all about language and music lessons, i always enjoy that lessons, and those lessons could make my brain relaxed. But sometimes, my heart stops when i see my math scores or my physics scores on exam, that's the worst. But now, i really thankful to God, because he gave me not really bad scores in Math and Physics, i passed from minimum completeness criteria (KKM). Yup, i felt dumb when i counted the average of my scores, 81,5. I just got 89 in Toefl and 85 in English. My target score is 90 in Toefl and English, but i failed. Why? because, if my Toefl and English scores are both 80, maybe my average of my scores just got 80 or 79. No, i won't feel dumb again, i bored being dumb. So now, i try to focus and improve my English, Toefl, Indonesian Language, and music lessons, hope those lessons can make my average better.
I chose to focus in English, Toefl, and Indonesian Language because i wanted being public speaker. My English skills still low level, so i wanted to improve it step by step. Sometimes i speak English with my siblings, i don't care about grammar or whatever, but the key is : confidence. I always try to speak English well in front of the class with confidence, especially : when we've got a homework to write a text and recount our text in front of the class. I don't care what people say to me, my principle is : If you brave, you'll pass. If you scared, you'll fail. I felt like a dumb stupid girl who didn't understood all of physics and math lessons, those aren't my passion. I got 77 on Math and 79 on Sains. I always try to make my Math and Sains scores to be better, but it's hard for me, i got no passion on those lessons. But I prefer mathematics rather than physics.
My dream is so related with language, so that's my job to improve my language skills. I love singing too! hehe. I'm a singer in the bathroom. If my teacher didn't give a homework, so i fill my time with karaoke, it could make me feel joy. I love playing guitar too! Guitar is my best fellaaa! My father and I played a song with guitar together, he taught me about chords. I improve my confidence by singing in front of family, siblings, and all of my friends on my class. I don't care what people say with my voice haha, but at least, i tried my best. Or, i make a video cover of a song and share it to my friends and my family:)
My friend said to me : you can be success if you had known you're passion , then improve it and show your talent. Focus with your dream. Because soon, your life isn't depends only on Math or Physics.
Sweet Regards,
Pavita Rara.
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